Christians.... does God love the disabled?

actually the idea of god being a "fair and just" god was exactly why i stopped believing in god....too many things that happened just werent fair or just no matter how you looked at the situation. i know people are going to give me thumbs down at my answer but really....somethings in life just arent fair and your prayers (no matter now thoughtful and unselfish they are) will never be answered because (if a god does exist) he/she/it has forgotten we exist even though we will throw ourselves into deep devotion (some people even risking their lives) to stand up for their god and the teachings of whatever religion. and saying how us humans cant comprehend what "gods intentions" are is a bunch of bull to me. it does not take a god to help someone in deep pain, it does not take god to see that thousands of children die from hunger, or how thousands of women are brutally beaten or d by their own husbands, children are taken from their parents to be d or killed.....this is not hard to see that all these and more are unfair, unjust and need helping....even in the eyes of a "unworthy, sinful human."